Ocean of Thoughts

I want to start choosing myself
When you made me feel
I had to compete with someone else

I want to start choosing myself
Because you kept sending mixed signals
Just enough to let me get stuck
We’re not moving forward

I want to start choosing myself
Because you never chose me
I’m tired of reserving myself
For someone
Who isn’t even sure of me

I want to start choosing myself
By letting you go, slowly
I know there are relapses
But you know I’m moving forward
Without you

And you,
You should make a choice
This is something you have to do
For yourself
I’ve waited long enough
So now I’m choosing myself